I am suppose to be updating a little more often, but this semester is ending and things are down to the wire and getting a little more complicated. Things with this guy are going pretty well. I am trying my best to just enjoy the situation because I have a tendency to overdo and overthink and I end up stressing myself out with all the foolishness that comes along with being an overanalyzer.

Hopefully my grades will be good and I will be sitting lovely gpa wise and things will continue to go good for me. I can honestly say God is working in my life and I am ever so grateful for that because there was a time when I just did not know if things would ever get better.

Well I got some things to do that I will talk about when I come back and update!!!!!!!!!!!!

On a Roll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't mention that I was home for the weekend. I am here for my family reunion it has been pretty straight. My family is hilarious. They are like oh my goodness you are turning into a lady. I hope so I am 21 and will be 22 in like five months so I hope I am starting to look like a lady and not a teenager!!!

But it is all good because I also feel like I am maturing and becoming more like an adult. My next "big girl" goal is to find myself another job. I have been job free for over six months and now it is time for me to get back on my grind and start paying some of my own bills, and saving myself some money so that I can do, go, and buy the things that I want without having to ask my momma or not being able to buy it because I don't have the finances.

Also as you all know from all my old post, I think I was a bit depressed for a good chunk of time. People were asking me if I was eating because I was losing weight. I dropped like two pants sizes and I didn't even notice until like clothes were literally falling off me. However I am gaining weight and I am actually happy. Maybe my new boo is part of the reason that I am happy I don't know. So I hope everything with us will be straight for a while because I like him more than I have like a guy since dude. The other day when I was writing that blog he asked what I was doing and I told him. He wanted to read but I wouldn't let him, he was like you let ppl on the internet read but not me lol! I said this is anonymous so it is different. Well have bee rambling but I will be back probably on Monday with another blog, I have a busy day ahead of me tomorrow with the remainder of the reunion and traveling back to school so I probably won't be back blogging until at least Monday.

Have a fun remainder of the weekend guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whitney and Bobby!!!!!!!!!

This post has nothing to do with Whitney and Bobby, well at least not the one you think I am talking about. The other night when the guy I like was over we were talking and I decided that I was going to start calling him Bob. That eventually led to Bobby and then he said he was going to call me Whitney lol! After our new names had been discussed he made the comment that we couldn't be no crackhead couple lol! I wonder does that mean that "coupledom" could be in our future hmmm. I know I said one day at a time so I am trying. I think my biggest obstacle right now is trusting.

I have a hard time trusting people and I always think the worst. He couldn't actually like me because we have a blast when we spend time together; there has to be some alterior (sp) motive involved. I am trying my hardest to shake that. I have to because I really like him. Even the little things, I like when someone is talking about something that he and I have an inside joke about and I start cracking up. I like calling him to tell him about how I was cracking up and the other person didn't even know why and just our hilarious inside jokes. To have only known someone for a month, we have an awful lot of jokes and stories between us. So simply put I like him and I am going to try damn hard to enjoy this for as long as it last and not mess it up on some foolishness!!!!!!!! Wish me luck!

Okay, Okay

I know I said I would officially be blogging more often like two weeks ago and nothing yet you see. Well things are going pretty good on the school front. Two more weeks and summer session is over and I couldn't be more happy this has been one busy summer for me.

Right now I am looking for a job, hopefully I can find something soon. I need the extra money and once I graduate I am going to need a full time gig because I refuse to move back home. All my mother ever says now is if you don't find a job or go to grad school you might as well move back home. NOT going to happen. I am also thinking about getting another bachelors degree I need to be productive and look into how long that would take and what pre-reqs if any that I need. I also am about to prepare to take the GRE in either Sept. or Oct. but that depends on whether or not I decide to go for that second BS.

On another front, I met a cool guy and everything between us is straight and I'll finish later because he is visiting.

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Yeah so I am the most comfortable I have been with a guy for a while. I don't know if we are going to be official and all that I am trying to just take it a day at a time since we have only been "talking" for about three weeks, so I am just trying to enjoy this and not overthink and overanalyze which is something that I have a horrible time doing. He is super honest with me and that has allowed me to see there are some areas about myself I should work on I can be quite a brat at times and I don't think he is used to dealing with women like that. Also, it can be annoying so I am not going to stop but I am most definitely going to work on reducing the brat levels.

Well that is all for now I will be updating more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!