Randoms

Where do I even begin this week has just begun and now it is about to end, only two more school days this week for me yay! However within the next two weeks I have two 5 plus page papers to write. Can you say no free weekends in the future.

However there is always something going on that drains my extra energy and that for this week would be the trip that me and the girls are suppose to be taking this weekend. My cousin was sort of in charge of everything and what went from being a free place ended up costing 50 dollars a person which isn't so bad, but we could have gotten hotels online for cheaper, but anyway. So what was originally five or six is now probably down to two and that would be me and her. I really want to back out and loose the money because I am not in the mood to go with Thanksgiving next week I have to hit the road next Wednesday for that after coming back from the trip on Sunday. Not to mention the work previously that I mentioned that I really need to put a dent in. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place b/c if the girl that was suppose to drive doesn't go then we probably will have to rent a car b/c her trans needs fixing and well my car has been on the skits somewhat too, and I don't want to put it on the road and then be stuck for real. I don't know what to do, so hopefully by tomorrow she will have a final word, because I don't want to loose the money, but I would rather have piece of mind as far as school work is concerned. If need be I could work on it over the holiday but I know that the likelihood of that is slim to none. I like to relax on my vacations lol!

Well I am going to go and make some phone calls and see what I need to get done for tomorrow, good night guys!

Update

I had another post up but I decided to draft it for the time being, maybe I will put it back up but right now I think that it is best not published.

Nothing New

This week is about to be one hectic week for me, I should enjoy this weekend because next weekend is going to be busy and fun the HBCU here in town is having their homecoming so things will be on and poppin and I am looking forward to that. Me and the girls will have lots of fun! However in order to get to the weekend of fun I must get through this week which involves one presentation and two exams. One of which I am not that worried about.

Lately I just feel so tired. Even though two days out of the week I have one class and on Friday's no class, ya girl is dog tired. There are so many things that I need to get done, my room is a mess. I started cleaning it up last week and then somewhere between throwing things away and putting things up I got stuck and now I am in a complete disarray. I try to keep my room somewhat clean because my boo be complaining about my "dirty ass room" as he calls it. And I would rather not hear him and other folks talk about the mess so I try to keep it reasonable. I be like dang I am a busy girl can I get some slack! But since I don't have a job people are like you ain't that busy, but I am.

Well I am about to go curl up in the bed and watch Flip Thi.s House, so I holla at blogworld later.

School, School, School

Everytime I get on the blogging thing and update more than once a month in comes the school monster and messes everything up. The school work is piling up and it is now test time again which means that there is studying to be done, and since the plan is to walk across the stage and receive my diploma in December the work must get done. I have a few post in the works so maybe if I have free time or I can finish one of those up and post it or if not I will be back to my regular scheduled posting next week. In the mean time if anyone reads this have a good week/weekend!!!!!!!!!!!

"Sometimes we want things that may not be right for us"

The title of this post relates to the song by Letoya entitled "Obvious". In the song she says exactly what the title say "sometimes we want things that may not be right for us but when we're in love we tend to look over the obvious." Now I can't say if I loved him or if I had really strong feelings but boy did I ever look over the obvious. Looking back on that situation I see how he half assed that whole situation and because I liked him so much I overlooked that. I kept telling myself this is not an exclusive situation he doesn't owe me anything and I don't owe him anything. However when the situation ended with me broken hearted I was the one who felt like he owed me plenty.

I just kept holding on that one day things were going to change, not without some hope he had given me. We always had these conversations about him and I becoming an us. You guessed it ten months later and we were still a him and I. Looking back I don't feel stupid or upset because I don't regret one minute of anytime I ever spent with him, I just wished he had not of gotten my hopes up. I decided to write this post because I just saw him not even an hour ago in traffic and normally when I see him my stomach takes this huge drop even if it is not face to face. However today it was just a tiny drop and more of the feeling of I hope he didn't see me staring because I have a tendency to be all in peoples cars anyway. I had no idea that he was about to turn right next to me. Anyway I am getting of track but when I saw him after thinking I hope he didn't see me, my next thought was I don't want him anymore. I have thought that I didn't and said it but today that was the first thing that came to my mind and I didn't have to tell myself that myself told me (if that makes any sense).

I think I have finally read the last page in that chapter and can now continue on to a better chapter. I realize that right now the guy I am seeing is pretty good. He calls when he says he will and does what he says he's going to do. He doesn't have me waiting on a phone call or visit that may or may not happen. He doesn't freak out if I get emotional, he listens and most of all we have chemistry and fun together. Now I am not saying I didn't have those things with him because I either like, like you or I don't, but this time it is still a different experience because they are on different levels maturity wise. I don't know where things will go with him, but I appreciate meeting someone who follows through and doesn't leave me wondering where he is and what he is doing.

Weekend Musings

It is like 5:00 on a Saturday and I cracked my book to read for about five minutes and said F that. I don't know what is wrong with me. Why can't I just do the assigned reading in a timely fashion so that two days before the test I am not reading 8 chapters. We already know me reading those eight chapters in their entirety for a thirty question exam is not about to happen. I will figure out some way to go through the book and weed out the info that I think is important, and of course those oh so handy study guides.

I am being such a slob today. I have yet to set foot outside of my door and if I wasn't hungry and didn't have any plans of not cooking then I would sit in this house all day long like a hermit. Alas though my hunger is going to win so I am going to have to put on some semi decent clothes to go and pick something up. I am NOT suppose to be eating out this weekend but I didn't take anything out to cook and I ate a frozen pizza earlier and I am not really feeling the desire to eat another for my dinner so I will have to leave comfortable surroundings.

Well I am about to go get back in the bed and watch some more news shoes, I know I am just loads of fun. Peace until next time!

Midterms and other random happenings

I cannot believe that midterms are here. Once the semester starts time just seems to fly, which could be a good and a bad thing. I am going to try and get some reading done the remainder of this week so that this weekend I am not knee deep in reading I should have done five weeks ago. I want to do something this weekend and knowing me I will put studying on the backburner to go out and do something. I know bad, bad girl!

I actually cooked dinner last night and it was good. I wish I could just cook often because when I go through my bank statements I spend like 70 dollars eating out in a month. That is truly ridiculous seeing as most of the time it is fast food and not at an actual restaurant. So my goal for next week will not to eat out fast food wise at all. I think I can do it, the real challenge will be on the weekend when I really don't feel like cooking and going to grab something is easier. This should be fairly easy seeing as I don't eat but at a handful of fast food places because I stopped eating at a few because I was truly doing overkill at those places.

Well I am going to peace out and see if I can find something productive to do with my time, shoot I may even start reading but I wouldn't get my hopes up to high with that lol!